I am someone who knew nothing about women and was very very shy.
Shortly, you will know why.
The journey began when I started university studies and a friend of mine asked me to go out to some night club. I wasn't sure coz I've never been to any night clubs at that time and I was freaking scared. He kind of convinced and we decided to hit the road. We were supposed to meet infront of the club.
On my way to the club, I was stopped by three VERY HOT chics asking me all different kind of questions like:
- Where are you going? I was absolutely red and freaking shy. I said am going to the night club which is a few meters away from here. I am new here.
- Right away, the second question was nooo, don't go there. Come and have fun with us, forget the night club. Since I was completely new to this field, I said noo I promised my friend and I really have to go and meet him.
- They insisted and said nooo, just come with us we will have fun. Me: I was really confused honestly and was sweating coz I never talked to three hot chics at the same time before. I didn't know how to handle the situation....I still insisted that I have to go and meet my friend (STUPID ME).
- They tried again, but it didn't work so they said okaaay have fun. They asked my name and gave me few kisses on the cheeks.
This was my fucking first day guys and I haven't entered the club even. This was on the street!!
I was basically being picked up by women players haha :D:D.
Anyways, I continued my way to the club still fucking scared coz I was alone and I am someone who hates being alone. I reached the place, got into the queu filled with fear. Then it was my turn and the bodyguard asked for ID's. I showed him my ID and he said Sorry, we have age limit and you can't get in. I was really disappointed coz my friend was already inside having fun and I had to walk all the way back home...
Now let's talk about the second time I went out. It was a shock to me also.
We went to the same place again with this friend who introduced me to night life & parties.
He was very out going, talking to girls, dancing and having fun.
Me? I was just fucking shy and couldn't do anything. I was just sitting on the couch watching. All of a sudden, this girl comes up to me and says: Do you want to dance?
Me: No no, I don't know how to dance. (still fucking scared coz I never danced in a night club before)
She: She still insisted that I should dance with her and I still refued. (Mates, am really laughing while writing this). Anyways, I said No am not coming for a dance.
You know what she did next? She fucking sat besides me asking me all different questions. After like 10-15 minutes, she grabbed my hand and said let's go home.
I was like WHAT THE FUCK is going on? TOTALLY LOST :D:D:D
She really grabbed my hand and really pushed me hard. She gave her jacket number to the body guards while grabbing my hand at the same time. I tried to run away, but she was grabbing my hand so strong that... :D:D
My friend on the other hand was fucking shocked as well. He was like Duuuuuuuude, you are a freaking pussy magnet. You should go with her, what the fuck is wrong with you?!
You won't beleive what happend next!!
After all what she did. I fucking REFUSED to go with her!!
She got obviously really disappointed and left home.Gotta be honest with you guys, now that am looking back at this....I don't know what to say, but I guess this was just too much for me. I never been to any parties before and I was someone who spends most of his time with sports and at home.
There were no girls in my life.
I wanted to tell these stories, so that you know what was my level. I would give myself minus points and nothing else. There is a term called AFC that is used for beginners which stands for Average Frustrated Chump. To tell the truth, you couldn't call me AFC even. A new term has to be made specially for me.
I came up with a new term while writing this, I could've used something like:
TLFC (The Last Frustratred Chump) :):)
On the other hand, I wanted to pin poin the fact that I am a good looking person who gets a lot of attention as soon as I get out of the house. However, just look what I was doing? Girls were coming to me and what did I do? Fucking nothing...just refused or said NO....
To be continued...
