Tonight, we watched Ice Hockey (Russia won in the last minutes) + Champions League (Inter won giving no chance to Bayern) games and after that we hit the club.
We went to Cuba, but to be honest with you I wasn't in the mood AT ALL.
I guess its because I haven't been clubbing like really clubbing lately, that could be the reason.
Moreover, I gotta be honest with you guys...am just so DOWN nowadays. I just have sooo many negative thoughts on my mind and am not sure how I can get rid of them.
For example:
- Whenever I see an UGLY guy getting a nice chic by doing nothing, while I much better looking than him can't just score.
I mean I get depressed totally in the nightclub and I just loose the mood totally. I know that to fix this, you have to change the way to something positive like saying the following to yourself:
- Hei man, if an UGLY guy can make it, why can't you? Right?
Don't know why but am just sooo disappointed right now, because I've seen this happening many times :'(.
I mean, am a very successful guy in almost all areas of my life but not this one. It so fucking hurts......DAMN :'(
Sometimes, I have a feeling that girls will be much harder on you if you are handsome or good looking. What do you think guys? Have u faced this before?
Meanwhile, I want to give you some news about some training. I recently bought some DVD's and am going to attend some training in London in June. Am quite excited about it and really hope that it will somehow help me. The DVD's are a lot, there are about 12 of them and I finished 7. Of course I didn't watch all the 7 in one day, but rather watching one DVD every other day or two days. I have to say that it is quite good so far and kind of suits my style.
Alrighty mates, gotta go to sleep now. Keep it up ;)
Kippis!
Mikä kurssi toi nyt on minne oot menossa?
Moro! Just tänään laitoin lisää tietoa siitä. Olkaa hyvä :)